There are moments that I think about my friendships and where they are gong.  Matter fact I think about where they are.  Over the years more and more of my friends have moved farther and farther away.  Even the guy friends I have live far away.  Maybe it is a deep seeded need o keep all of my friends away.  I guess that would sound nice if I were keeping my enemies closer, but that isn’t true either.  I saw one of my best friends about 2 months ago when she came to pick up her daughter.  I saw the other the day after Christmas last year.  Another good friend I haven’t seen in 4 years.  Amazing how I can call these people my close friends.  It’s funny that some people do not have to be close to you in order to be on your team or understand you..  I know that they always have my back and whenever I do call them we always pick up where we left off.  People find that hilarious because of the fact that we do not miss a beat.  It may take a couple of hours but we can always get caught up with one another and then part ways like we are going to see one another the next day.  Now I do have a close friend that I see pretty often.  We hang out and it cool to finally get to catch with someone a few times a weeks instead of a few times a year.  I guess as long as everyone is happy in all these friendships, all is good.  Maybe.  I still still miss them all and I do find moments in my life where I miss them desperately.  All gals need a friend that will let you cry into a drink, hold you hair back when you are sick, listen to you man bash and hide you out when you need to be left alone.  ”Where have all the good friends gone”, seems to be all that I am thinking about right now.

Peace, Love and Chocolate